Last week I lost an uncle...he passed away of heart failure, and I was feeling down....whenever I think about him, how he left this world in a quite tragic way. Nothing was going right for him..his family even left him...and he was alone..
Just couldnt bear the thought, and the question of where he would go after this life? what would happen to his life?felt really
helpless..and there's a lot of questions going on in my mind.
The moment I heard the news, I felt that at that moment, God was with me....and I could feel His comfort and peace surrounding me. Somehow, eventhough I do have questions which I dont have the anwers, but it seems that it doesnt matter at all. Felt that as I read the bible, God just reminding me that He is a Righteous God and a Just God...His ways are all just and right...
And His ways are always higher than mine..so I realised that I wont be able to understand things, with my limitations. And only God who knows and understand everything. When I look to Him, it seems that I could just put everything and trust Him with the outcome. Everything else fades in the light of His face.
Another season of learning to trust God and to worship Him for who He is in all circumstances.
Thanks dear, I needed to hear this...mind has been in turmoil again. Just thoughts about women issues across the world. Questions, doubt, lack of peace. Dreading the next comment of, "So, when are you going to have a baby?" Sigh...my heart and mind have been feeling kind of like a cloth being wrung tightly. Sometimes I drive myself insane. Need to just let go and experience His peace over everything.
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