It has been rather a quiet times in my life, good that I have more time to ponder about stuff. After OC, trying to digest and apply things in my life about what God has spoken.
Challenging to really do things, and to keep it consistent...need the grace of God..a lot!!
So getting back into the routine of life, the repeated cycle of work and weekends, was affecting me a bit. Felt a bit restless for a while, well..I really almost can't stand routines for too long..haha..just need some new things. So God has really helped me a lot in how to be still before Him and to wait on Him on a lot of things and decision making.
Today, He reassures me that He is with me. And I could really feel His embrace, His presence, His love..very much in me.Once again He make known His presence in my life, when times I forget and not aware of Him.
Made me realise that I've not been looking and fixing my eyes upon Jesus, and a lot things in life,ministry, goals and plans, can really clutter my mind and heart, until there's no more room for Him, just Him, without other things attached.
I began to really ask God to once again search my heart, and to create again that broken and contriteness of heart towards Him...and again, I realise, that I may want so many things to feel fulfilled, but one thing that I really need, is Him in my life..more and more.
Listened to a sermon by John Bevere just now, and again, God was speaking to me..and again, I needed to repent and come back to Him, and began to seek Him again in a deeper way.
Time to seek the face of God...
