Many times...

The first time...
I heard about it, and it gripped my heart, it became an answer that I was always looking for.
It opened my eyes, it changes my life, it shows me a new way of living.

The second time...
I began to understand it, I began to find ways to apply it in my life. It became my life purpose and direction.
It guided me in every decision, it made sense of things when things began not to make any sense.

Somewhere in the middle...
I've forgotten about it, it began to fade away in my heart. I get caught up in my own small little world.
In it's absence, there was confusion, a lot more of common sense. Reality seems to be what only the eyes can see.
There were many more choices, many road signs.

The third time...
It began to take hold of me. Thought I've lost it, didn't realise it never left me. It gripped my heart again.
In a way I've never felt before, it speaks of a much more clarity of what life is all about.
It became stronger and more real than ever. Until it's only what I could feel and live for.

Now....
It begin to become a part of who I am. What the eyes see, what the ears hear, what the mouth speaks, and what the heart feels. It has transformed my mind. It gives one way to live, one purpose to live.
It made me believe, that there is only one way, one truth, that leads to life. It's beyond the logic and explanation.
It's what the heart feels, know, understand, believe, and what it become.
I need to show it, I need to say it, I need to give it away, I need to live it, I need to become...