fix my eyes...

To fix my eyes on Jesus...

Something that I've been trying to do again and again, it's a constant awareness and reminder in my life, when I'm in the storms of life. When life brings uncertainty and confusions, again, it's like a wake up call to my heart, to once again look to Jesus.

When I come to Him with my questions, He didn't give me the answers, rather, He would gently turn my focus and attention back to Him...and it's wonderful how His peace would surround me and no longer that an answer is needed, but the fact that Jesus is there with me.

Yeah, it's always been a mystery and wonder, the ways of God in our lives, that I think it's too high for our small brain to comprehend.
There's always a need to seek, to behold, and to have a revelation of the God we serve.

And I always feel that God loves it when we seek Him, when we simply trust Him, when we come like little children, who just would have faith in who He is.

Today, had a chat with a beautiful woman of God, even it was short, but it was enough to remind me again that God is good, and that He is working in people's lives, responding and always reaching out to them...in the hope that they may find Him and seek Him.
She said this about God, whom we cannot ever be understood and discovered fully, just because the awesomeness and bigness of who He is, even I cant really explain with words who He really is.....except for some aspects that I have experienced in my life or the revelation of Him in different moments of life.

The thought that God is so so much more..and there's far more greater things about Him, wonderful, beautiful, amazing things...kind of stir my heart to want to seek Him more, to discover Him, to know Him, that would be a great priviledge and enough reason to live for.
And it excites me to know that God is wanting, perhaps waiting to be found...and to reveal who He is...

I really want to know ...this Saviour, who has died and redeemed me, who promises a life of abundance and purpose....intimately, like never been before, to share what's in His heart.

I consider it a priviledge, to be able to enter into His presence...a reminder to give thanks, not to take it for granted...and at all times, I need to tremble in His presence, fear Him, love Him, wholeheartedly and committed to Him.
For God sees the heart of men, and I want to be found, as a daughter, who is looking and fixing her eyes to her Saviour, Jesus...to behold Jesus is to behold the Father.

I want this intimacy, more than anything else...