I'm Back! A Note for the New Year!

Haihh...it's been a while since the last time I wrote on this blog.

Still having my holiday here in Indo with family, next week leaving to KK, Singapore and KL, before I return to Brissie...hope the weather will be cooler by then.

Been having a really great time here with family..man!! there's none like them!!! I praise God for them, been really fortunate to have my mom and dad, bro and sis who never stop looking after me...they are priceless!!!

The past year has been a wonderful year, lots of things happened, made some mistakes, learn so much, and thank God that I'm still where I am, and by God's grace, been able to just continue to walk, and follow where He is leading...maybe I've turned left and right, made some detours, u-turns, still...all I can see is the mercy of God again and again... thank you, Jesus :)

Well, this year I felt God is challenging me to believe that He is all that I need! Everything that I need, yup...still learning the art of letting go and let God.. :)
I know in my heart that no matter what happens, God is there with me, and I will see Him through the eyes of faith, not through my natural eyes and senses.
Learning that no mater how quiet God may seems, and how dark the days ahead, but God is still God, He is still who He says He is....the Great I Am, the past, present and future...from the beginning to the end....
Learning to cling on His word and let faith guides, it feels like walking in the dark, but yet, you know it somehow that each step that you take will land on a firm ground...you tripped and fall sometimes, but yet, there's still a road ahead where the feet will step on towards the journey ahead, the hope of reaching to the final destination, where finally the light shines, and the eyes see that it has been worthwhile to continue the journey and not giving up!

Anticipating what the year will bring...believing for the goodness and the hand of God even more upon my life...

Praying for those who are waiting upon God, that this year will bring a new revelation of His goodness and grace upon your life...

Time to sleep now..hehehe...

song for rainy days..

Hi, Jackie

This one here is for you...

A Dream

This is for you, sister...
may the song encourages you in walking the walk that He has set for you.
This would be my prayer for you :)

to encourage you,my friend..

Dearest my good and cherished friend in Singapore....
I believe that God will be with you in all things...you are in a good hand, as you look to Him and continue to trust Him with your life...

Hope this song will encourage you..to look up, and move forward with God wherever He guides you...Love ya!!

a time to trust

My last moment with my uncle in 2007...
Last week I lost an uncle...he passed away of heart failure, and I was feeling down....whenever I think about him, how he left this world in a quite tragic way. Nothing was going right for him..his family even left him...and he was alone..

Just couldnt bear the thought, and the question of where he would go after this life? what would happen to his life?felt really

helpless..and there's a lot of questions going on in my mind.

The moment I heard the news, I felt that at that moment, God was with me....and I could feel His comfort and peace surrounding me. Somehow, eventhough I do have questions which I dont have the anwers, but it seems that it doesnt matter at all. Felt that as I read the bible, God just reminding me that He is a Righteous God and a Just God...His ways are all just and right...

And His ways are always higher than mine..so I realised that I wont be able to understand things, with my limitations. And only God who knows and understand everything. When I look to Him, it seems that I could just put everything and trust Him with the outcome. Everything else fades in the light of His face.

Another season of learning to trust God and to worship Him for who He is in all circumstances.

Brekkie today at Campos Coffee

Started this morning with breakfast, well, maybe lunch almost..haha...with Serene at Campos Coffee at Fortitude Valley.

I'd recommend this place if you are a coffee lover, and like going to cafes'....

The coffee here is rich, stronger compares to Italian style coffee, but they did it really well...it left a nice taste afterwards...just right!Very satisfied!

anyone knows?

Looking for a nice chinese love song for dad or mom....

the journey

Somehow the journey of loss, disappointment and pain leads me closer to the heart of God. It became a lesson of what it means to be faithful and to continually fix
my eyes on Jesus.
A mark of being a disciple of Christ, to take up my daily cross and follow Him.
A journey in discovering God's faithfulness, love, mercy and grace.

faithful

The past weeks been a different season in my walk with God, not too sure how to describe it.
Not sure how to start too, but it's a time of rediscovering again a new kind of purpose, new kind of passion, new kind of perspectives. My ideas, plans, mindsets are challenged and I began to question in the light of God's truth, to really know and understand what it truly true.
A time where I felt there's a lot of things inside of me begin to die..and I really felt as if I'm just dying in the inside, felt no strength and can't do anything about it.
All I can do is to cry out to God.

Just a like a flower that begins to wither up and dried up..and all in a sudden, felt so poor, so broken, so helpless, realised that I'm really nothing.
It's when the revelation of how much I really need Him, that I cant live without Him, the thought of being without God scares me more than ever.
Felt very fragile, and didnt really like what I'm seeing inside of me. It's almost like I could see so much of the weaknesses and the frailty of my life and who I am, but at the same time, I'm yearning too for the Christlikeness to be a part of being who I am. It's the constant struggle and battle at all times. When that realisation hits, felt I'm torn between two worlds.

Also, maybe a bit restless too in my heart...and He knows it. And felt overwhelmed how patient and loving God is, He comforted and gave me peace. Eventhough the future is so uncertain, but all I know that His words stand forever.

And my prayer is that, I want to be found faithfully walking with Him, worshipping Him, and growing in my love for Him, nothing else really...nothing matters anymore, when finally my eyes have seen Him. He became the answers, the motivation, and there's nothing that you will not do if it's for Him. It all comes down to Him, to Him alone..our Saviour Jesus Christ.

Just to be found faithful to Him...forever.

my best friend's wedding

Two more days it'll be Jos' n Fab's wedding! Really happy for both of them. They really deserve each other. It's funny how they look alike too. Some says that only happens after you got married, so perhaps this shows somehow that they are a match made in heaven.. :)

Congratulation, my good friend..hope the blessing of God is upon your life, and as you embark on this new journey, may you discover more His purpose and calling for your life.
Remember, you are whole in Christ!

Until our next breakfast date...take care and enjoy yourself!!!

Love you lots, Jos!!!