Sunday, May 3, 2009

nothing..

nothing really satisfies, but being in the presence of God

there is a deep sense of awe, holiness, love, grace, and mercy....

fill the heart so much, that the flesh can't take it

and all I can do is weep...

Saturday, May 2, 2009

when God made you...

Encouraged myself today through His promises over my life. Again and again I do need to remind myself, because worries and distractions can take over the focus on Him.
Hmm...listened to beautiful songs, written by a couple who has trusted God to provide and to make a way for them. Through their faith in God, they are now able to testify about the faithfulness of God and how everything works out for His good purpose for our lives.

It's one of my heart desire, to see Jesus work through every area of my life, so that my life can bring Him glory. Giving the pen of my life to Him, and allow Him to write the best story ever...I have nothing to loose, when I have Jesus..nothing to fear, when I have Jesus..nothing I can't give, when I have Jesus...and nothing I can't have, when I have Jesus.

Jesus, my all in all...

(from the song) this I want to say ...
"When God made you, He must have been thinking of me too.." ^_^

Sunday, April 26, 2009

here with me..

It has been rather a quiet times in my life, good that I have more time to ponder about stuff. After OC, trying to digest and apply things in my life about what God has spoken.
Challenging to really do things, and to keep it consistent...need the grace of God..a lot!!

So getting back into the routine of life, the repeated cycle of work and weekends, was affecting me a bit. Felt a bit restless for a while, well..I really almost can't stand routines for too long..haha..just need some new things. So God has really helped me a lot in how to be still before Him and to wait on Him on a lot of things and decision making.

Today, He reassures me that He is with me. And I could really feel His embrace, His presence, His love..very much in me.Once again He make known His presence in my life, when times I forget and not aware of Him.
Made me realise that I've not been looking and fixing my eyes upon Jesus, and a lot things in life,ministry, goals and plans, can really clutter my mind and heart, until there's no more room for Him, just Him, without other things attached.
I began to really ask God to once again search my heart, and to create again that broken and contriteness of heart towards Him...and again, I realise, that I may want so many things to feel fulfilled, but one thing that I really need, is Him in my life..more and more.

Listened to a sermon by John Bevere just now, and again, God was speaking to me..and again, I needed to repent and come back to Him, and began to seek Him again in a deeper way.

Time to seek the face of God...

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

I'm Back! A Note for the New Year!

Haihh...it's been a while since the last time I wrote on this blog.

Still having my holiday here in Indo with family, next week leaving to KK, Singapore and KL, before I return to Brissie...hope the weather will be cooler by then.

Been having a really great time here with family..man!! there's none like them!!! I praise God for them, been really fortunate to have my mom and dad, bro and sis who never stop looking after me...they are priceless!!!

The past year has been a wonderful year, lots of things happened, made some mistakes, learn so much, and thank God that I'm still where I am, and by God's grace, been able to just continue to walk, and follow where He is leading...maybe I've turned left and right, made some detours, u-turns, still...all I can see is the mercy of God again and again... thank you, Jesus :)

Well, this year I felt God is challenging me to believe that He is all that I need! Everything that I need, yup...still learning the art of letting go and let God.. :)
I know in my heart that no matter what happens, God is there with me, and I will see Him through the eyes of faith, not through my natural eyes and senses.
Learning that no mater how quiet God may seems, and how dark the days ahead, but God is still God, He is still who He says He is....the Great I Am, the past, present and future...from the beginning to the end....
Learning to cling on His word and let faith guides, it feels like walking in the dark, but yet, you know it somehow that each step that you take will land on a firm ground...you tripped and fall sometimes, but yet, there's still a road ahead where the feet will step on towards the journey ahead, the hope of reaching to the final destination, where finally the light shines, and the eyes see that it has been worthwhile to continue the journey and not giving up!

Anticipating what the year will bring...believing for the goodness and the hand of God even more upon my life...

Praying for those who are waiting upon God, that this year will bring a new revelation of His goodness and grace upon your life...

Time to sleep now..hehehe...

Sunday, November 23, 2008

song for rainy days..

Hi, Jackie

This one here is for you...

Saturday, November 8, 2008

A Dream

This is for you, sister...
may the song encourages you in walking the walk that He has set for you.
This would be my prayer for you :)

Friday, October 3, 2008

to encourage you,my friend..

Dearest my good and cherished friend in Singapore....
I believe that God will be with you in all things...you are in a good hand, as you look to Him and continue to trust Him with your life...

Hope this song will encourage you..to look up, and move forward with God wherever He guides you...Love ya!!

Thursday, October 2, 2008

a time to trust

My last moment with my uncle in 2007...
Last week I lost an uncle...he passed away of heart failure, and I was feeling down....whenever I think about him, how he left this world in a quite tragic way. Nothing was going right for him..his family even left him...and he was alone..
Just couldnt bear the thought, and the question of where he would go after this life? what would happen to his life?felt really
helpless..and there's a lot of questions going on in my mind.
The moment I heard the news, I felt that at that moment, God was with me....and I could feel His comfort and peace surrounding me. Somehow, eventhough I do have questions which I dont have the anwers, but it seems that it doesnt matter at all. Felt that as I read the bible, God just reminding me that He is a Righteous God and a Just God...His ways are all just and right...

And His ways are always higher than mine..so I realised that I wont be able to understand things, with my limitations. And only God who knows and understand everything. When I look to Him, it seems that I could just put everything and trust Him with the outcome. Everything else fades in the light of His face.
Another season of learning to trust God and to worship Him for who He is in all circumstances.


Sunday, September 14, 2008

Brekkie today at Campos Coffee

Started this morning with breakfast, well, maybe lunch almost..haha...with Serene at Campos Coffee at Fortitude Valley.

I'd recommend this place if you are a coffee lover, and like going to cafes'....

The coffee here is rich, stronger compares to Italian style coffee, but they did it really well...it left a nice taste afterwards...just right!Very satisfied!


Thursday, September 11, 2008

anyone knows?

Looking for a nice chinese love song for dad or mom....